(Source: gar4ge)


It’s all messed up

I thought you changed, I thought you had proved to me that you were serious this time and that you wanted to be with me. I guess that isn’t the case. I completely and utterly fell for you’re stupid game once again. It’s like once I begin to move on, you draw me back in, and then all the feelings rush back and I don’t know what to do. You told me you changed. You said you wanted me and only me because I made you happy. You finally asked mr out and I was so extremely happy. Even though I was called a whore, cunt, slut, bitch and more in the halls. I didn’t care because I had you. That was the only important thing. I had this amazing boyfriend. I liked calling you my boyfriend. Until 6 days later when you exudes to get completely pissed because we didn’t see each other a lot. Well I had a basketball tournament that weekend, and I couldn’t control it. I wanted to cry. He said it felt more like a friendship than a relationship. It had only been 6 days! I’m not the type of girl to just throw myself onto you at school, I’m a little reserved at school. But I couldn’t give you what you wanted. You wanted and needed a girl to obsess over you, but I wasn’t that girl. Anyways. You broke up with me on a Monday, the day before our one week, and unfortunately we were done. I cried. I tried to hold it in. But I wasn’t good enough for you. But guess what asshole? I’ve learned I am better than you, and I deserve a shut load better than you treated me. I deserve o be treated right. And you couldn’t do that. I really fell for you, I really did. But I have friends. And they lift me up off my feet and even though they knew this would happen again, they still helpe me through it. And now? Well now you think you might have another chance with me? You’re stupid if you believe that. Yeah there are times where I mid you like crazy, the good times. Then I think, you put me through hell and back about seven times. I don’t deserve this shit. I do miss you. A lot. And I will tell you that when you text me so you know how much of a jerk ou are to me. I did nothing wrong to deserve your crap. I deserve so mug more than what you will ever have. Now I can finally move on and be happy. With out you! Cause why doesn’t kill me, only makes me stronger :)



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